Anonymous(( ;w; Thank you ))
[the boy sniffs, before realizing that the German is right. It’s just that, all his life, Peter has hated and wanted to fight off Ludwig. That was his only purpose.
Seeing as that his purpose was gone, he began to cry more]
….d—don’t…don’t leave me…don’t…don’t make me lose my purpose…
[without turning back] Is your ‘purpose’ fighting me? If that’s so, you should just let it go, because no one wants you to do that now. [he turns his face towards the other] Find another purpose. Or just ignore it. You’re just a child, and the world is at peace. Are you even sure that Arthur hates you? Do what you feel like doing, nor what you feel like you should do.
Is that a random suggestion or is there a reason?
[Peter’s head jerks up, brows furrowed. The thought of war scares him, but something dawns on him]
Don’t—don’t patronize me! Nothing I do matters, don’t you realize that?! Even though Feli and Lovi and everyone love me, I’m not supposed to exist! And the person who I want to love me more ‘en anyone doesn’t want me because of that! So it doesn’t—it doesn’t matter!!
[he winces, shoulders hitching slightly, before breaking down into a small sob]
[He snorts, giving his back to the child] If you think that way, then I don’t get why we’re even talking. If nothing is ever gonna change for you, then it doesn’t matter what you do or say, and I can’t help you.
